Mom. Why can't you appreciate anything I do? Why? You always say I don't try hard enough but when I'm actually trying as hard as I possibly can. As A child I don't remember you as much except you bringing me to and from school and helping me sometimes with my homework. I remember dad a whole lot more than you..i remember him playing with me outside..playing soccer together but you would be inside reading a magazine or on the computer. I'm sorry if I didn't turn out the way you wanted me to be..i'm sorry I wasn't born with blonde hair and blue eyes like you and grandma....I know you work now and its exhausting but when ever I need your help t